4.24.23 at 3:23pm: Blood (you can see it in my)
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Dried blood keeps coming out my nose. it's orange and it looks like spit mixed with coffee.
Every time i get on track, i have to give up the reins. I get derailed and fall into nooks and crannies, and into old habits. the shorthand for these patterns: they are my delusions.
Maybe this is what draws me towards certain vices, Habits, Regressions, relapses, synapses what have you. It's in my brain.
It's in my blood?